For those of you who don't know, there is nothing left to see;
Floating through my mind like a painted black memory.
Somedays it gets so hard to push the heavy thoughts aside,
like a wave i'm slowly crashing into the darkness of my mind.

It seems as though throughout the years i've lost something inside;
Waiting, hoping someone will come to help me bide the time.
And as I wait for no one to come, I hope someday i'll find;
a way to stop from crashing into the darkness of my mind.

And right when I've begun to lose all the hope i've tried to gain,
You come crashing through my darkness, and you seem just as stained.
I pick you up and look to you, and it's like i'm seeing me
through the darkness of my mind, i've found somewhere to be.


**Got bored this morning and decided to write, this thing has been going through my mind for quite sometime now and I've not written poetry in so long. Hope it's pleasing **







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The other day I saw a sign with a skinny little girl on the front that said...
"I refuse to be a part of generation XXXL"

And honestly, not only because i'm a slightly plus size girl but because I know quite a few people that battle obesity and it's not fucking because they want to! It's not like these people eat and eat and fucking eat until they burst. Some do, don't get me wrong, there are those people out there that have the ability and the choice to fix it and don't. But the majority of them actually have something wrong physically or chemically or psychologically actually keeping them from taking the weight off. I don't think it's fair that we're getting blamed for making people fat, and I DO NOT appreciate being called generation XXXL. People wonder why kids get made fun of all through their school life and grow up to be psychotic murderers. It's people that put the fucking bilboards up. It's the people that think..."Ya know, media isn't doing enough to make fat people look bad. Lets put up bilboards!". Fuck those people.

Okay, that is all. /sigh.





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Okay so...I figured out a name for my photography company, although I don't have it up and going yet, I figured i'd post it here to see how I felt about it, see how it goes. RingFinger Imaging seemed fitting...
I'll start putting it on my shots, as well.
The last few weeks have been...less than climactic. I'm pretty bored here in rainy Salem, Oregon. But I think that's probabaly my fault. I think if I put my mind to it I could definetly find something of use to do.
Went to a beautiful wedding last weekend...got some awesome shots, took some advice from the pro photographer there. It was nice to get someone elses opinion on things, since Eric is really the only other person I know that's as much into photography as I am.
WELL kiddies I...am going to go play with my camera some more eh heh.





Soundman!
Go Here! They're both amazing and should be watched!





Sillybrit!




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